Sleight of hand and twist of fate

I blacked out on the kitchen flood after i came back from the clubs...that nausea feeling was horrible... never have i gotten so damned smashed..... couldn't stop regurgitating. well the story was that the boys had a night out since one of em got dumped by a bigot, a feminine bigot in this case. but it was fun to hit the clubs once again after a such a long hiatus. Im actually in the mist of exams... but whats a day for a friend in need.. in this case.. great need. i swear i've never thought i'll live to see the dude cry in public. oh yea.. shit happens alright. all in all was well until this morning. xj told me abt the new guy after her.. like the 3rd in 5 mths? and what the hell do yu wish me to say? well follow what your heart tell you. that was A MAJOR BAD ASSED MISTAKE what followed was nice sincere converse abt how we still feel abt each other.. till she threw a curve ball at me. "thnkz fer ur advice i will think thru it carefully coz he's really nice to me n stuffs...not tt i'm gonna forget u or anything yeah?" even i couldnt see that coming. well done myself.. u've throughly madly fucked yourself this time around.....NO MORE TEARS....